One’s “Life-Authors”

Th-Fri 20-21 August 2020

It was Gurdjieff
who is said to have said
that
“One has many ‘I’s’ -“
(“Selves”)

These we may now think of as being our
“Life-Authors”
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Could it also be possible

that
‘ongoingly’

every-one
is still
acquiring
further such “selves” ?
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If so,
then in addition to being
a-part-of-my-fathet, my-mother, my-‘siblings’,
my ‘neighbours, teachers. priests, friends –

{[( and de-facto-ly-possibly too, of some ‘enemy’ ? )]}

I have
‘acquired’ and am still acquiring’ –
yes
even in this very year 2020
at the age of 92

‘some-of-the-selfs’ of
hands-on-therapists
“Hamish”
and quite separately so from one
“Daniela” and “Kirsty” and “Valerie”
and “Paul ‘somaticly'”

– and still from long-ago’ –
and before I ‘got’
some of
“Gilbert Champernowne”
“Ben Belton”
“Lord Chaplin”
( and one must surely now also ‘suppose’
not only
Jungian Analysts Irene, Mackworth and Hardy –
but the whole of their
live-in practical-therapy-‘estate’
The Withmead Centre –
itself was becoming one of my
“life-lands” *

and in ‘non-officially-therapeutic days –
a ‘colleague’ Ex-Servicemens’ Association member
“WW2 bullet-through-the-back-of-the-head
Major John Benskin”
and of his possible-father
“Rev Benskin
of Plymouth College’s teaching staff**”

much later, and even currently now,
of “Nick” – and of “Jacqueline” –
and “Brian”,”Sean”,

and even via ‘my’ computer’s vision-&-sound
of “Scot-the-Tech” –
and thus also of one
“Jonathan Scott, International-Level Organist”****

? ? ?

“One’s life should be made up of questions-&-answers,
as well as of People and Places,
and ‘things-we-have-done’ …”
according to ‘Anon’.
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RELEVANCE TODAY – AND ONGOINGLY ?

One of my “life-authors” was
a British and UN regular army
WW2-scarred
“Captain ‘Pedro'”
of the Royal Lincolnshire Regiment –
on active service in the Middle-East
who used to ask incoming new subalterns
the “life-leading” question

“Every-one does something well –
so what do you do well, Surname ?”


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Notes.

* “Life-lands” – “home-territories” -“stamping-grounds”
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** CofE vicar and visiting-teacher
in those “Divinity” WW2 schooldays
‘renowned’ for introducing an
“Entertainments-Tax”
upon us boys
if we ‘joked’ about anything ‘holy’
by giving a short, sharp ‘one-with-the-cane’
across the stooping bottom
of the first-‘offending’ boy***

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***
[who lived near Hender’s Corner –
near which stood the Emmanuel Church organ
upon which I actually began learning
even in between firewatchings of the Blitz
and being a ‘foreign’ day-boy
from Burraton, Saltash –
the other side of the river]
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****
see within YouTube.

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***** so-to-speak.
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